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- Xander Ford vented his frustration over hate messages.
- In a video, he cried about how he thinks so little of himself.
One of the hot topics on social media platforms these days is Xander Ford‘s video that was uploaded on The Pinoy Channel.
The two-minute video contained a crying Xander, feeling too low due to bashing and criticisms.
“Ang pangit ng tingin ko pero feeling ko ang liit ng tingin ko dahil sa kanila. Kasi, alam mo yun, pagod na ko. Lahat ginawa ko eh. Pagod na pagod na pagod na pagod na ko.”
In that recorded video, he was with one of his friends who defended him and explained what the social media has caused Xander’s feelings at the time, “Pagod na siya sa panglalait niyo, pagod na siya sa pang-iinis niyo, sawang sawa na siya pagod na pagod na siya sa lahat. Naaawa na ko sa kanya eh.
“Bakit naman kasi kaylangan husgahan niyo yung isang tao pero hindi niyo pa naman nakakasama, diba? Sawang sawa na siya sa buhay niya dahil sa inyo. Dahil sa mga pang lalait niyo sa mga ginagawa niyo sa kanya.”
Xander added, “Buti pa yung ibang tao kasi minamahal ka, e. Hindi katulad dati na kahit ganito lang tayo, seryoso tayo na… [ngayon] di tayo nirerespeto ng ibang tao, ng ibang babae. Ang tingin lang nila sa atin, walang kuwentang tao.”
Toward the end tail of the video, he blurted out that he just want to die, “Pagod na pagod na ako, gusto ko nang mamatay.”
It wasn’t stated when the video was taken.
Xander Ford – also known as Marlou Arizala – was first known as a member of a group called Hasht5. In 2017, he decided to reveal his new face after going under the knives of cosmetic surgery.
